Brianna's Journal

In the phrase to cut these lips

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 03:42:25 GMT

Well, it's been a while, yet again.
Time to update.
I'm at a loss.
I'm so used to being alone.
Sometimes it's difficult.
Why can't things be easy for me?
Like, relationship stuff? Is it ever easy?
I wish it was.
One of my ex-boyfriends wants to get back together and I don't want to.
Outside of the fact that I currently have a boyfriend.
I'm just not interested.
He can be a great friend sometimes but beyond that...
One of my other ex-boyfriends is all of a sudden acting like a normal human being towards me.
He promised we would be friends after we broke up but that didn't happen.
Now all of a sudden i'm seeing him everywhere.
I admit, he was an asshole, but there will always be a small part of my heart that still cares for him.
Now I've got a guy that's absolutely crazy about me.
Sometimes I get doubts in my mind about him, about us.
But, I guess that's normal.
I just get a feeling in the pit of my stomach....ya know the one?
The feeling that your life is about to go terribly wrong?
It could just be new relationship jitters. I don't know.
That's it though.
I don't know.
Maybe that is what bothers me the most.
I care about him. I'm sure about him.
I think it's just the fear of the unknown?
I haven't been in a relationship in a few months and I had sworn to myself to NOT get involved with anyone.
That worked REAL well. *rolls eyes*
I have no resolve. No will power.
Perhaps that's what is bothering me?
Again I'm at a loss.
All of this is speculation.
I guess I'll just have to learn to live with not knowing.
Live with the fear of the unknown.
I suppose...

To Do:

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 01:45:51 GMT

-do homework
-sleep
-work
-go to school
-write
-draw
-LIVE

And so it begins...

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 18:09:45 GMT

Yesterday was my first day of classes.
It was just like highschool only I had 2 classes.
Speech from 8-10:50 and Math from 11:10-12:25
Then I got home at 1:10-ish and slept most of the day.
It's interesting and new...
I can't wait to get to English and History.
Two of my favorite subjects. *^_^* giddyness.
I got a call this morning that my yearbook came in today.
I also have a couple of missed calls that I have NO IDEA who they are and another unavailable. Fun. Hope they weren't important...

And the Survey says....

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 18:35:21 GMT

Im bored so I took this off of someones LJ and I am doing it.

1. what's the last thing you ate?
Life cereal

2. what's the last dream you remember?
something about a school bus and a guy that likes me? i'm not sure.

3. who's the last person you hugged?
Brandon...my little brother

4. who's the last person you kissed?
If you mean like a peck on the cheek then Brandon.
If you mean like a REAL kiss.....Josh.

5. what's the last show you watched?
I went to an Away With Vega/ITFOW Show in Elwood.
I think it was the last show that was in Elwood.

6. when's the last time you were angry?
This morning when my mom woke me up to yell at me for something.

7. what's the last thing you smelled?
Hand soap

8. what's the last thing you put on?
blue plaid boxers

9. where's the last place you drove?
Taco Bell and then home.

10. who's the last person who called you?
my mommy

11. who's the first person on your friends list?
dying august

12. what's the first thing you said this morning?
Ok

13. what's the first thing you do when you get in the shower?
Stand there for a few minutes and get soaked.

14. who's the first name in your phone book/contacts list on your phone?
Aaron & Deidre (My brother & Sister-In-Law)

15. what do you put on first when you get dressed?
underwear and bra

16. where was your first job?
I was a babysitter for a lady in kokomo

17. what are your parents' names?
Laurie and Gary

18. what are you watching or listening to, if anything?
Jer Gregg

19. what would you rather be doing right now?
I would rather be in California...So. Cal. I miss you...

20. what's on your wall?
um...paint. I think I have 2 pictures hung up on the walls.

21. what would you eat right now if you could have anything?
Homemade Chicken and Dumplings, Mashed Potatos, Green Beans...mmmm

22. what's outside your window.
grass, trees, and beyond that a cornfield...

23. what's in the 'fridge?
junk, weird junk, condiments, left-overs, and other stuff I won't eat.

24. what's on the nearest table?
Another computer, ashtray, cup, cds, my dad's cell, papers, a video camera, phone, pills, loose screws, etc.

25. what color are the shoes you're wearing/wore last?
beige heeled sandals..

26. what's the last thing you made?
cereal?

27. what's the worst part of today?
worrying about school and work

28. what's your middle name?
Kaye

29. what's the last non-food or drink item you purchased?
a pair of cute black heels at maurices yesterday.

...............-_-

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 06:31:38 GMT

I fucking hate everyone. They're all fake.
Even a lot of my friends are fake...
Which is sad because all they ever talk about is how they hate fake people but LOOK AT THEM!!!
They talk about how they're fine with their self-esteem and they think they're hot and they flirt and dress to fit in not because they find what they're wearing comfortable...
Why not wear something that's comfortable??
T-shirts, tank tops, jeans, flip flops, boxers, tennis shoes, chucks...that's my idea of a wardrobe.
Anything else that I wear is because I need to look 'presentable' for some reason.
I dunno...I'm fed up with it all.
I'm almost to the point of wanting to just chill by myself all the time.
*shrugs*
*sighs*
Oh well...

too fucking early for me....

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 12:48:44 GMT

I'm up...it's 7 am. That's bullshit unless I were to stay up all night.
But I didn't. So, this is fucked up.
I had to get up though....ugh.
Taco Bell @ 8:30-2.....then, I get to go home.
Then, at 5 I get to turn around and go back in to Movietime until 9.
After that I'll come home and wait for my new beloved show Inuyasha.
I'm not even sure if it's on tonight....but I'll check that out when I get home.
I hate working mornings at Taco Bell....really I do.
That's just too damn early to be smelling taco shit.
I REALLY HOPE they DO NOT put me on front..but I have a feeling they will anyway.
I hate front...I hate people.
Ugh..it's too damn early.................................................

here it goes again..

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 03:53:29 GMT

Sunday 24th: 5-9
Monday 25th: 5-9 *Car goes into the shop-I will have no ride for a while.
Tuesday 26th: Off
Wednesday 27th: 4-9 *No schedule for taco bell yet, the rest is subject to change.
Thursday 28th: Off
Friday 29th: Off
Saturday 30th: Off
Sunday 31st: 5-9
Monday 1st: Off
Tuesday 2nd: Off
Wednesday 3rd: off
Thursday 4th: Off
Friday 5th: 4-10
Saturday 6th: 2-10

If anything is going on let me know and I'll try to hitch a ride. That is if I have cash at the time...
**Kisses**

the latest...

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 20:52:20 GMT

-I start Ivy Tech this fall.
-I plan on piercing my lip soon.
-I'm going to warped tour this wednesday
-I'm quitting my 2 current jobs to get one in kokomo - closer to school and full time
-I'm not going to get into any serious relationships as of right now.
-I plan on having fun with the rest of my summer.
-I hope to go to chicago soon for at least a few days.
-I am getting the car i've been driving for 2 years transferred into my name
-I need to find an insurance company
-I need to get that car fixed up a bit.
-I need to save up for an apartment.
................wish me luck..........................

exciting

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 21:37:10 GMT

I got my tattoo...

My Weekend.....

Mon, 30 May 2005 19:13:33 GMT

I'M OUT FOREVER!!! No more stupid high school kids with the drama and the 'i'll kick your ass' comments and the 'lets get drunk and do drugs! party!!' i'm just not into it. never have been. never will be.
I had some family come to my open house. Then Daryl, Sid, and Rachael came. Those were the only ones of my friends to come. Then i would've seen jordan saturday if my mom wasn't gay. I also wanted to get my tattoo..but no..again my mother is freaking gay. She always has to pop in with plans that I didn't know about after i've already make effing plans with other people...I can't wait to get out. I need to move as soon as possible. Anybody want to move into an appartment with me?? I need at least 2 roomates and an affordable appartment. probably around muncie. I have to work today..i don't wanna...i think i'll quit taco bell soon and try to move out then quit movietime and get a good job wherever i move to. that's all for now. later.

6 days left

Tue, 17 May 2005 04:24:31 GMT

I have 6 days left of school and I FINALLY graduate on MAY 27TH AT 7:00 PM AT MADISON GRANT HIGH SCHOOL if anyone wants to show. I have an Open House immediately following graduation at my house. If you need directions just let me know. Gimme a call at 623-2626. PLEASE COME AND EAT CAKE!!

Monday: 5-9 movietime
Tuesday: 5-9 movietime
Wednesday: OFF Awards Program
Thursday: dunno
Friday: 4-8 movietime
Saturday: dunno
Sunday: movietime prolly then a show in elwood.
Monday: movietime prolly
Tuesday: movietime prolly
Wednesday: dunno
Thursday: dunno
Friday:GRADUATION!!!!
Saturday: dunno

PROM!!!

Tue, 10 May 2005 05:11:02 GMT

Saturday was awesome. I had the most amazing time at Prom. I went with my good friend Daryl Sweat and we went to ponderosa steak house to eat. A little girl asked us if we got married. lol. We got a lot of compliments on our outfits. maybe i'll post pics on here..maybe not. On the way to anderson we were passed by andy cowling and then he was trying to out run us and i totally kept up in the kick-ass truck i was driving. (not that fun to drive in a poooooofy dress though) Then when it turned to a 2 lane it got totally sweet. It was awesome. Then after we ate we used the HORRIBLE directions to the radisson roberts in muncie. We got there around 9 and stayed till about 11:30-ish. Had fun and danced. :) Then we took off to afterprom which was at the school. I won 3 bucks, 2 frosty coupons for wendy's, and putt putt tickets. I also won a thing for annie's video..but since I work at a video store and can rent for free and before the release date..i won't need it. So, I gave it away. Daryl and I played on the velcro wall thing and he stuck upside-down, it was hilarious. I got Daryl to limbo. I tried to get him to hula hoop but he refused that one. ("oh, i really can't do that") psh..whatev. I hula-ed. it was fun. At around 3:30 we left for Steak-n-Shake in marion and we got milkshakes and katie and kelsey got breakfast. Su-bin got cheese fries and so did Cat. Andy made disgusting mixtures with water and he and daryl and kelsey drank them. Orange juice, water, jalapeno pepper sauce, some other random sauce, sugar, and lemon. I think that's all...still extremely gross. Then we were gonna go to wal-mart but ended up going home instead. I about drove off the road a ton on the way to daryl's house and on the way to mine. He told me to call him if i fell asleep and woke up in a ditch. haha. I got to wear my dream dress FINALLY!! The yellow alyce hilary duff dress. I looked hot. :) It was a wonderful night! Although i'm still lagging in the sleep department....
Goodnight!!

life goes on...and on...and on...and on...

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 04:37:28 GMT

Here's my schedule for the next couple of weeks...

Wednesday 13th: 5-9 @ taco bell
Thursday 14th: ?? dunno yet PAYDAY
Friday 15th: 6-10 @ Movietime
Saturday 16th: Day Off - Prom Dress Shopping
Sunday 17th: 2-8 @ Movietime
Monday 18th: 4-8 @ Movietime
Tuesday 19th: 5-9 @ Movietime
Wednesday 20th: Nothing Yet
Thursday 21st: Nothing Yet PAYDAY
Friday 22nd: 6-10 Movietime
Saturday 23rd: Day Off
Sunday 24th: Day Off -Show Huntington Bank Elwood
Monday 25th: 4-8 @ Movietime
Tuesday 26th:5-9 @ Movietime
Wednesday 27th: Nothing Yet
Thursday 28th: 4-9 @ Movietime PAYDAY
Friday 29th: Nothing Yet
Saturday 30th: 4-10 @ Movietime

In May:
Saturday 7th - SATs and Prom
Tuesday 17th - My Best Friend's Birthday
Saturday 28th - Graduation Day!!!!!

That's not including the next few weeks of scheduling for Taco Bell....i'm one busy woman.

fuck you very much

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 04:27:50 GMT

I didn't go to school today. Just didn't feel like it. I have a fieldtrip tomorrow to go see "A Midsummer Night's Dream" at IWU. Yay! Shakespeare!! :) Happy times. I ended up getting up around 11 or 12, got a shower, and took off to noblesville. I went to Barnes and Noble. I got a godiva hot cocoa which is freaking good! And then I went to Wal-Mart and looked around. Didn't find much. Took off and got home at 3:40. Got a call from my assistant manager at Movietime (Tammy) and find out that Heather called off again. She's still sick. NOT. That whore was skipping out on work to ride her boyfriend. Oh, I mean, to ride her boyfriend's bike. She went to school (I later found that out from Josh). So, she wasn't sick. SHE LEFT ME AT MOVIETIME BY MYSELF FOR A WHOLE NIGHT. She's so fucking selfish! I had to stay until 9:30 to get everything done. No one else could come in. She also took off all of this past weekend because she supposedly had female problems and had to go to the emergency room twice. Bullshit. I Call your bluff, heather. You were out having fun this weekend. If you don't fucking want the job why don't you quit??? Wow, you're proving to be a bigger dumbass than I thought you were. *sigh* now that I've had that rant...Josh came to see me at work. We're never gonna have time to see eachother anymore. It's sad. It's my fault though because I have 2 jobs. I feel like a horrible girlfriend. I don't think I have to work Wednesday, but I'll probably work Thursday. I know I work Friday at movietime 6-10 and then I have saturday off for Prom dress shopping with my mom, meagan, and my sister in law. It'll be so much fun. I also have to get some new sexy underwear. Victoria's Secret here I come. ;) I don't know my schedule after that. I'll find out soon though and I'll post it like always. I hope I get to go out with my boyfriend soon. Yeah, we get to see eachother for like 10 minutes at a time if we're lucky. Any time is better than none I guess. that's all for now.

yeah, i'm bored in c.g. class

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 17:19:53 GMT

emobkaye

>>Layer.one

Name:Brianna Kaye Eden
Birthdate: January 7th, 1987
Birthplace: Elwood, Indiana
Current location: Elwood, Indiana
Eyes: Hazel (brown & green)
Hair: Blonde naturally, brown by bottle
Height: 5'3"

Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Your heritage: German, English, Irish, Native American (cherokee)
Your weakness: Josh and food
Your shoes you wore today: black flip flops
Your fears: life, love, and heights
Your perfect pizza: Papa John's cheese, extra cheese, extra sauce, extra garlic sauce :)
Goal you'd like to achieve: graduate from highschool and graduate from college.

>>Layer.two

Your thoughts first waking up: Damn it. Sleep is good. Bed warm. That was a damn good sex dream...;)
Your best physical feature: hands, eyes, lips, nose.
Your bedtime: whenever
Your most missed memory: the times i had with my mamam. i miss her.

>>Layer.three

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:um, burger king if i have to choose but i prefer arby's and subway.
Single or group dates: single
adidas or nike: niether
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither!!!!!
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate is a girl's best friend...yum yum yum
Cappuccino or coffee: french vanilla capp. mixed w/ hot chocolate. half & half of both.

>>Layer.four

Smoke: no
Cuss: yes
Sing: yes
Take showers daily: yes
Have a crush: if my boyfriend counts
Think you've been in love: I honestly don't know.
Want to go college:yes
Want to get married: yes......eventually...later down the road.
Believe in yourself: yes, 98% of the time.
Get motion sickness: yeah, it's hell.
Think you're attractive: yes. it's called confidence.
Think you're a health freak: not really, but i can be...
Get along with your parents: dad=yes mom=half of the time.
Like thunderstorms: not while i'm trying to sleep
Play an instrument: trumpet and a LITTLE drums and a LITTLE guitar.

>>Layer.five - in the past months

Gone to the mall: yes, like once in 4 months.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no.
Eaten sushi: never.
Been on stage: yes, i was in drama club.
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: yes
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: yes, a few times.
Stolen anything: naw.

>>Label.six- ever..

been trashed or extremely intoxicated: NEVER
Been called a tease: ha, yeah....
Got beaten up: does my brother count?

>>Layer.seven

Age you hoped to be married: from 25-30
Number and name of children: 1 or 2. Girl: Elizabeth Anne/Boy: Jaysen
Dream wedding: a small wedding in the great outdoors. Me in a white cocktail dress my fiance in black dress pants and a white dress shirt. real casual.
How do you want to die: having sex or while sleeping
Where do you want to attend college: wherever i can get in.
Dream job: Actress/Writer/Poet/Artist
Country you want to visit:All of them. lol.

>>Layer.eight - In a guy

Best eye color: brown or green
Best hair color: blonde or brown
Short or long hair: either
Height: above 5'3"
Best weight: Doesn't really matter, as long as their not at an unhealthy weight/obese.
Best clothing: jeans and t-shirt
Best first date location: Anywhere we can be ourselves and talk and have fun.

>>Layer.nine

Number of drugs taken illegally: none
Number of people I could trust with my life: 5+?
Number of CDs that I own: 20+ ??
Number of piercings: 0
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name's been in the news: 1
Number of scars on my body: who knows..
Number of things in my past that I regret: I try not to have regrets, without them i wouldn't know what I know now. So, I wouldn't call them regrets because I don't regret them. If that makes sense?

oh good god...

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 05:18:21 GMT

Speech over "Gastric Bypass Surgery" for English on Thursday. No fun.
I started at Taco Bell today. That was interesting. I look super gay in my uniform. But, it's money. Can't complain too much.

My Schedule:

Tuesday- School; 4-8 @ Taco Bell
Wednesday- School; 4-9 @ Taco Bell
Thursday- School; 4-9 @ Taco Bell
Friday- School; either 4 or 6-10 @ Movietime
Saturday- 11-2 @ Taco Bell; either 4 or 6-10 @ Movietime
Sunday- 2-8 @ Movietime
Monday- School; dunno.. We'll see what's going on...

Then:
May 6th, 7th, & 8th I have to have off for SATs and Prom
May 27th, 28th, & 29th I have to have off for Graduation on the 28th
April 16th I need off so that I can go get a prom dress. If I don't find one then I'll have to take off April 23rd to get my dress.
Hopefully with both of my checks coming in on the same days I'll have a butt-load of cash to get the dress of my dreams. It's yellow and poufy. It's by Alyce designs. It's gorgeous! I HAVE to have that dress!! I also need a date.....Last year I went with a guy friend and he did it as a favor to me because my then boyfriend wouldn't go even though a week or two prior to that he had said "oh, do you want me to go to prom with you, I will if you want me to"....I'm still bitter about that. Prom is VERY special to a girl. And this is MY SENIOR PROM. I'm going to have a good time if it kills me and I'm going to look DAMN GOOD!!

These are the costs as far as I know: $20 per ticket. $400 for the dress add another $40 for my nails, allow $50-60 for accessories, $30 for shoes, $30-ish for my hair, allow another $40.00 for my meal. I'm looking at around $600.00 for prom. Guys have it so easy...rent a tux for like $50-100 and pay for their meal and maybe their ticket. they pay like $100-200 bucks for the evening. That's 1/3 of the price i'll have to pay. ugh. But, it's one of those things that you only have 2 times in your life to experience. And it's not that special when you go your junior year..but man, it's special for your senior year. It's gonna be the last formal event of my highschool career outside of Graduation. Which is only 3 weeks after Prom. May 28th is the deadline. Graduation Day. It's only like 40 days away. A Month and a Half-Two Months...somewhere around there. I'm gonna sob like a baby.
Well, that's all from me tonight. Goodnight, children.

.damn.it.all.to.hell.

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 05:30:52 GMT

FUCK!!!!

Here's how my spring break was originally supposed to go:
-Sleep most of my days away near a warm beach.
-Have fun
-Go Shopping
-Go swimming in the pacific ocean
...But none of that happened because I didn't get enough money to hit cali.

Here was my second choice plan:
-Sleep most of my days away in my nice warm bed.
-See my boyfriend occassionally
-Work a few days at Movietime
-Start working at Taco Bell
-Go to a show on Friday at the Blueroom
....those plans got fucked up the ass.

Now here's what I'm looking at:
-Sleep a little bit.
-Maybe see my boyfriend
-Work Tuesday(today), Saturday, Sunday @ movietime
-Don't start working at Taco Bell
-Ruin my parents vacation - which consequently ruins mine
-Listen to my parents yell at me and tell me how angry, hurt, dissapointed, etc., you fill in the blank they are with me.
-Don't go to the show friday
-Start school again next monday
..............fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck..................

I've apparently ruined my parent's spontaneous vacation. They wanted to go somewhere for a day or two. Well, I don't have a day or two to give. They want to go to Gatlinberg. I don't want to go. My family and I have none of the same interests. The ideal vacation for us would be for each of us to get away from eachother...four corners of the planet type of thing. I said "well, you guys can go and I can just stay here" Oh, but of course I can't stay by myself. I'm a helpless female that can't take care of herself for a day or two...*rolls eyes* yeah, whatev. I suggested that I could stay with someone. Nope...that wouldn't work either. Just because my parents are weird about shit like that. I also had to work..until I found out that my uniform didn't come in..now everything's fucked up. My mom proceeded to yell at me the entire way home, when I got home, after I talked to josh on the phone, and before she went to bed. It's all my fault. It's always MY fault. They could easily take a fucking vacation..it's excuse after excuse. really, now. I'm 18 years old. I'll be fine. If I can't make it on my own for a day or two without my mommy and daddy by my side (which they never are anyway) then how can I make it in the real world? STOP CODDLING ME!!! Dear god they're gonna suffocate me. Besides I had plans prior to their little announcement. It would have been nice of them to ask me if I had anything going on first. They could have planned this MUCH better. Hell, *I* could have planned this much better. They're just stubborn and bitchy and set in their ways. It's their way or the highway....and I'm ready for the highway. believe me. I don't know how I'm going to live through this next year or so....still living with my parents. I love my family, but we CAN NOT live together. NO WAY, JOSE! I gotta get out.
*sigh* It's nice to vent a little...I'm still pissy and in a bad mood, though. :(
BLECH. THIS SUCKS!! My senior year, spring break, and this shit happens. ugh. life. gotta fucking love it.

tons o' shit

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:23:25 GMT

March 1st - 1000 point english essay due. :(
March 2nd - Half-day WOO HOO!
March 3rd - PAYDAY!!
March 8th - my lil bro's b-ball game
March 11th - Sweetheart Dance at school/MeWithoutYou but I don't know if i'm going to either.
March 16th - another b-ball game for my brother
March 19th - SPRING BREAK!!!! WOOOHOOO!!
March 25th - Blue Room: Fire When Ready, Marathon, ITFOW, Take Cover, Ache Emilie. $5.00 Doors Open at 6:30pm

This is the way my month looks so far. Plus I have to go back to taco bell to see if I still want the job and all that junk. Fun Fun Fun.
I had fun today. This morning I got up and went to see Josh. We went to K-mart and looked at all the easter stuff and looked at funny cards. Then we went to Subway and Movietime. We got "What's Eating Gilbert Grape" and "October Sky". Fun times. :) Then, I had to get up and go to work at 2:00. :( but my day was still good. I got a lot done today. I moved all the posters, put up new posters, put some more posters out for sale, got all the movies out, put away the porn *gag*, closed ticketmaster and did closing paperwork. I'd say I did pretty well. All in all today was just really good to me.

Sunday Morning...

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 05:03:47 GMT

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers, share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if i knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy iving life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

"Sunday Morning" - Maroon 5

My sunday mornings have been rather enjoyable lately. I love the time I spend with him on Sundays...it's slow and quiet and we're in our own little world. It stinks when I have to come back to reality at 2:00 so that I can go to work. But, what can you do when reality calls?? Oh well. :) I'll just enjoy what time I have with him.

today is the day

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 05:10:30 GMT

I got up and went to school this morning. blech.
Went to Taco Bell after school because I was supposed to have an interview.
The lady told me to come back around 6:15. I did and waited for another half an hour for a five minute interview....
I have to go back in 3 weeks. I think I have the job, I just have to wait for hours to pick up there.
I spent the time in between with my man: Josh <3. We went to CVS and developed pictures, then after my 'interview' I went to his house and we chilled in a fluffy chair in his living room watching t.v. ;)
Fun. :) Now i'm sitting here bored as hell. blech.

Later.
Brianna

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 03:05:54 GMT

here's my work schedule:
Saturday 19th: 4-10 p.m.
Sunday 20th: 2-8 p.m.
Monday 21st: off
Tuesday 22nd: 5-9 p.m.
Wednesday 23rd: off / Academic Team v. The Faculty Meet - 4:00
Thursday 24th: off
Friday 25th: 6-10 p.m.
Saturday 26th: off
Sunday 27th: 2-8 p.m.
Monday 28th: off
Tuesday 1st: 5-9 p.m.
Wednesday 2nd: off
Thursday 3rd: off
Friday 4th: off
Saturday 5th: 6-10 p.m.

I finally got some more hours! Wooo Hoo!!

Someone make plans with me for sometime. I'm free a bunch of days. I don't want to be stuck at home like I am a lot of the time.

i'm a sap....

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 02:53:18 GMT

I miss you already. <3

my romance doesn't have to have a moon in the sky...

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 20:12:19 GMT

Okay, Valentines Day. The BEST DAY EVER!
Went out with Josh for our "Valentine's Date". The first date I've ever had on Valentine's Day..and the best. ;) We went out to his car to leave and there was a pink bear holding roses buckled in the passenger's seat and a card. :D Then, we went to the cheesecake factory and ate. Tons of fun. ;) Then, we went to a music store and after that we started heading for home. The pretty much the entire way home I had my head resting on his shoulder and we held hands. We went to CVS and printed out pictures and then he took me home with a few minutes to spare until my curfew. I'm crazy about him. He's super sweet to me. Well, I've only got a few minutes left in my last hour class. So, I'll update more later. Buh-bye.

Brianna

.tonight i want to kiss the moon and sleep with it and make it mine.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 20:12:31 GMT

Away With Vega is incredible. I love them.
I found an incredible guy who i like. He's super sweet. We have so much fun when we're together. (Barnes & Noble - "Worst Case Scenario" address book. Hilarious. Mini-food fights at panera bread. fun times.)He's also my valentine. *cheesy grin*
I can't figure out what I want to do with my life. I would like to do so many things. I can't ever decide. I'm horrible at this stuff.
I need to find a new job. I got a raise, but, I dunno. It still isn't quite cutting it. I haven't seen much of a difference in my paycheck. I need more money so that I can go out, go to prom, get a digital camera, and get myself a car. A little over a hundred dollars every two weeks doesn't cut it when it comes to a car payment either. blech. It would help if I had more hours though.
Maybe I should pick up a second job. Tell them that I can work a few days a week outside of Saturday and Sunday (the days I ALWAYS work at movietime). Maybe...
I want to finally get my tattoo. I need someone to go with though. I was supposed to go on Jan. 7th. But with bad weather that was a no-go option. Eh, well. It'll happen sooner or later.
That's all for now. I'll try to update more often.

Brianna

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 03:48:50 GMT

this swirling abyss is my new best friend...